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Learn to Sew

by Low Ceilings

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morologus Simple yet very detailed. Really wonderful songwriting. Thanks Ryan. Favorite track: Forget the Fence.
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1.
When I was young my thoughts came straight from my head Now I'm still young just that much closer to death I keep it cooler now, I'm slightly matured It's hard to talk about without getting bored I don't look back in regret Man, I was getting my feet wet I work to better my brain Sometimes it pulls you into something that reminds you like Seeing your old friend at the store Acting just like you never met before Seeing someone you used to know When you were in school you used to hang out But you never talk now When I was young I used to shoot from the hip Now I'm still young, I've just been giving less lip Try to be kind and do my share of the work When I'm online I keep from being a jerk And I've been speaking my truth And I've been doing what I want to do It's all a part of the game Sometimes you're playing and you're suddenly reminded like Seeing your old friend at the store Acting just like you never met before Seeing someone you used to know When you were in school you used to hang out But you never talk now I see my old friend at the store He says what's up I don't know what I should say I'm like — “Hey, hi, how are you, How've you been, How's your mom, and dad, And everybody else you know?” When I was young my thoughts came straight from my head Now I'm still young just that much closer to death I keep it cooler now, I'm slightly matured It's hard to talk about without getting bored And now I'm back in my town It looks so different this time around So many memories left Sometimes it pulls you into something that reminds you like Seeing your old friend at the store Acting just like you never met before Seeing someone you used to know When you were in school you used to hang out But you never talk Seeing your old friend at the store Acting just like you never met before Seeing someone you used to know When you were in school you used to hang out But you never talk now /You never talk/
2.
I am sitting in the park watching the dogs roll around I am wishing you were here so we could roll around and You are leaving all your lightning where you are, somewhere else I am sitting in the park watching the dogs roll around and
3.
You've got a Massachusetts body You've got Rhode Island on your brain You tell me to keep my mind wide open Never stop those options flowing Because you really never know when We might decide to move to Maine But I've got Connecticut in my blood I'm overlooked and underused And I appreciate your patience with my Overstated obfuscation, Talk about my relocation, And my obstructive point of view I'm in love with New England Like I'm in love with you I'll make good on all the things I said that I would do Whatever you want New Hampshire or Vermont I'll give it to you, Working in Massachusetts when I do You're like a slowly waning season The way the leaves fall to the ground And we cuss out all our neighbors So disgusted as we bag them And the folks who live in Florida Well, they all come from miles around You've got an understated haircut Your home state really digs your style And you like the silence of the suburbs And the quiet in the nighttime And you're trying to decide If any city could be worth your while I'm in love with New England Like I'm in love with you I'll make good on all the things I said that I would do Whatever you want New Hampshire or Vermont I'll give it to you Working in Massachusetts when I do No it doesn't have to look like this In the upper six Everybody wants to move away From the cold and gray Let ‘em go, we'll stay Whatever you want Whatever you want Whatever you want New Hampshire or Vermont I'll give it to you I’ll give it to you
4.
Alter Ego 04:22
I made my alter ego cry last night When I told him that he looks just like some other guy He's got me thinking and I don't feel right And he's messing with my mind I made my alter ego cry last night When I told him he reminds me of a friend of mine I can't pretend he doesn't make me cry And he's not messing with my mind What's the deal with the way he makes me feel? I'm talking all about him, but he's not even real I guess it's time for me to face the facts Then my alter ego surfaces and then I go and turn my back My alter ego’s always crushing and My alter ego’s always blushing and My alter ego’s always hushing me My alter ego's oh so hasty If I did something wrong, my ego made me My alter ego drives me crazy My alter ego is a tricky guy He will vanish when I need him for an alibi My alter ego always makes me cry ‘Cause he makes his faults all mine My alter ego always laughs at me When he screws up and makes me take the responsibility My alter ego and I don't agree ‘Cause he puts the blame on me I try to see The world as it should be Then my alter ego intervenes And screws it up for me It's such a shame The way he plays the game He hides away And tells me I'm the one to blame My alter ego’s always swelling and My alter ego’s always telling and My alter ego’s always yelling at me My alter ego's oh so hasty If I did something wrong, me ego made me My alter ego drives me crazy My alter ego, whoa /You only care about my alter ego Those words don’t mean what you think they mean You only care about my alter ego But that’s not me/
5.
I have felt this place in my dreams Followed by the white SUVs Picket them, forget the fence Worry me? It all depends /Let it go/ /I don’t know/ When I die, please don't freak out Empty out my bank account Let it pay and let it ride Do what you need to survive /Let it go/ /I don’t know/ I have felt this place in my dreams Followed by the white SUVS Picket them, forget the fence Worry me? It all depends
6.
Interval 03:36
You're feeling something -- tell me why, Maybe we'll figure it out I try to find it but it hides It's hiding right in your mouth No, you'll never get it out of me No, now you see the other side of me /You can tell yourself just what you like/ Hit me with the interval Focus all your energy Yeah, like a tonsillectomy Out from in between your teeth You're feeling something -- let me pry, But you've got nothing to say I try to find it but it hides, It's like you want it that way No, you'll never get it out of me No, now you see the other side of me /You can tell yourself what makes it true/ Hit me with the interval Focus all your energy Yeah, like a tonsillectomy Out from in between your teeth Hit me with the interval Focus all your energy (As you take it all away from me) Hit me with the interval Focus on the time of day (As you watch it all slip away) /Hit me with the interval/
7.
Barreling down the stairs He is barely self-aware As his feet are trampling all in his path Opening doors as he Turns and walks out onto the street With his shirt tucked in and horn-rimmed specs on Well I don't know what I am looking at anymore We'll find out when he comes toward In the Honda Civic of death Burning down the avenue Will make you weak in the knees When you get the scenic view Clicking his heels in time He is walking the yellow line As his feet are tripping over themselves Music inside his head Where the usual things are said As his brain's full of testosterone love Well I don't know what I am looking at anymore We'll find out when he comes toward When your partner parks in your yard And you don't know what to do Will make you weak in the knees When you see the Subaru He'll always know the way to your house When it's dark outside He'll always know the way to you All the bugs are singing, Birds are chirping all the time And there’s nothing else to do Barreling down the stairs He is barely self-aware As his feet are trampling all in his path Opening doors as he Turns and falls out into the street With his shirt untucked and horn-rimmed specs smudged
8.
Learn to Sew 04:53
When I left I was wrinkled Folded over on myself Like the sleeves on your shirt today Cropped and cut in such a way Sometimes it makes you feel different And you know it won't be long Like a t-shirt you never wear Just dying to be put on /Your stitches are all showing now/ You show your cards, you play your hand And I'm not sure where I should stand You're tearing up and I don't know I guess I better learn to sew I guess I better learn to sew I guess I better learn Sometimes it makes you feel anxious And you’ve no control at all Like a streetlight that won't turn on No matter who you call When I left I was empty Thoughts evacuate my brain Like the morning when no one’s there And you're driving to work in the rain /Your stitches are all showing now/ You show your cards, you play your hand And I'm not sure where I should stand You're tearing up and I don't know I guess I better learn to sew I guess I better learn to sew I guess I better learn
9.
Beholden to your phone and holding out for someone that you know You thought that you should go but it’s not as nice as you had hoped You post up reading commentary You’re shut in like it’s January You’ve got something to do You stand by like a total loser Got glazed eyes, like you see the future You’re just takin’ the view And every time you cry Everybody knows What kind of cry you’re making, I Wonder if it goes Much further than a second time, You’re feeling like crying Feeling like crying Feeling like crying Remember all your jokes and try them out politely on the host You might as well propose to have a night that’s nice and filled with folks You’ve got things in your jacket pocket Your phone rings, like you never lock it You’re with friends in your view Once they’re gone, isn’t it a killer You curl up like a caterpillar You’ve got nothing to do And every time you try Everybody knows Exactly what you’re doing, I Wonder if it goes Much longer than a moment, time For feeling like trying Feeling like trying And every time we die Everybody knows What kind of death we’re dealing, I Wonder if it goes Beyond an afterlife, It’s time For feeling like dying Feeling like dying Beholden to your phone and holding out for someone that you know
10.
Just Exactly 04:28
You said I don’t fear Death, I’m not even sure who he is But I’m pretty sure I met him once and he was kind of a dick And he made me miserable for a year or two But I know that it’s not the last thing he’s gonna do And I hate to say I'm sorry And I hate to say you're right But we're gonna make it through To another night We’re gonna make it through To another night You said I know about Pain, but me and him we’re not even friends I looked him in the face one time and it was pretty intense And he’s gonna make me hurt for a long, long time But I’m gonna figure out what to do with my life And I hate to say I'm sorry And I hate when things get bad But we're gonna do the things That we never have We’re gonna do the things That we never have “Life is pain,” That’s what they say Well I guess I understand But I can’t stand All this talk about God’s plan They also say “Shit happens, man” They also say That shit sometimes happens You said I know about Suffering, no one can get him to stop He's pretty good at what he does he’s got a couple of jobs And he’s making all his rounds and he stopped on me But I know it’s not the last place he’s gonna be And I hate to say I'm sorry And I hate to say it's true But I know it’s just exactly What we're gonna do I know it’s just exactly What we’re gonna do I know it’s just exactly What we’re gonna do

about

Field Trip

Someone died, but so did a lot of people. Names change and souls sign new leases all the time. Death has worked a real number, but it’s not his last. I’m on board what is at once the Night Owl and Regional 88, depending on what year you believe it is and what year it actually is. 2019, if you’re curious. The more I think about naming and renaming the harder it becomes to pack all of America, let alone New England, inside my mouth like food and words and stuff. I am not the first person who has told you that this is what every writer must try to do. What you ultimately realize, the more you parse memories and uncover old names, is that the past is mostly pain. Even when it’s sun kissed, as I am right now, the setting sun pushing me up the Connecticut shore line on the Night Owl, it’s pain. A railroad and a guitar can unmoor your entire center and you’re reminded how far you are from home, where you did learn to sew!

Now, there’s three of us. You, and me, and the singer. There’s no one else here and no greater stability than that afforded by three points. There’s no mandolin on this record, but there isn’t mandolin in a lot of places. To me, that’s pain, but also a kiss from a new sun. So think of this: right as you press play on the medium of your choosing, right before you are reminded that you never talk to your friend who works the checkout line and of all the reasons why, there is a swimmer breathing in the waters of the Long Island Sound that have at one time been under drawbridges and under ducks, working a continuous hole in the earth so they can be sucked into the mouth of the swimmer and afford death the narrowest window of opportunity. It has been said that when a person returns to the Long Island Sound, they are not the same person and it is not the same sound. What then, is the same?

If you can, ask Ben. He might know.

Phillip Jones
New London, CT
August 25, 2019

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released January 10, 2020

Written, recorded, and produced by Ben Mueller at Janky Sounds, Windsor CT
Mixed by Ben Mueller and Spencer Newton at Janky Sounds and Acre Sounds, Springfield MA
Mastered by Travis Beaney
Covert art by Jesse Buchter

Special thanks to Spencer, Travis, Jesse, Phil, the Mueller family, Marissa Greene, Evan Debevec-McKenney, and Dylan Healy.

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